XOXO

Still addicted to Gossip Girl.. Epsiode 14 of season 1. I don't know what I will do when I catch up and have to watch it once a week only during it's season. It's my last night off before working the next 3 nights. I should be spending it at Sunshines. One night it was because I was going to Roanoke early the next morning and now these 2, I don't really have a reason. I want to. Don't get me wrong. It's going having someone that's like a best friend and I feel completely comfortable around. But I am even pushing that person away. Well tomorrow night no exceptions as long as there are no objections. It's about time.

I've decided that nothing is ever going to change unless I do it myself. So I am telling that person, you know the one, that still has my heart that I am not walking away just yet. I have nothing else to lose with them. Except maybe friendship and as long as I am friends with that person then I will never be over them. I will let you know how it goes. No long love letters. Just short and to the point. "I still care" or something like that.

I must tan tomorrow. No time for a workout with a haircut and lunch with a bestie and her married man then work. But I must work out and tan on a regular basis. That way when I finally get to see him then I will be looking cute :) It can't hurt anyways. I also need to update my profile picture. Maybe after my haircut tomorrow?

Actually worked on my room for a hot minute today. And I was about to work on my resume. Progress.

So mom wants to make a bunch of snackie food for Super Bowl Sunday and watch the game and the commercials. Sounds perfect.

I have to stop staying at home and being a hermit on my days off. At least I am not spending any money except for online shopping. Though I didn't do any today.

One more episode of GG and I am going to bed.. sweet dreams