So I have always liked Netflix. I am horrible at returning the dvds via mail in less than 1 month but the streaming online is my cup of tea. That is when my internet isn't obnoxiously slow. I was starting to run out of good movies online so I have switched to tv series. I'm addicted to Gossip Girl. I never wanted to watch the show but now I can't stop. I love the scandal and the animosity of "Gossip Girl" She gets to write whatever she wants about whoever she wants and doesn't have to worry since no one knows who she is. Sounds perfect. Wouldn't work around here. Somehow someone would find out. Though I know and see a lot of things that would make for interesting stories.
Why is it that I am think about being most productive in the middle of the night? It's true, I don't want to do anything until its about midnight. I still end up getting nothing done and sleep all day. Right now I wish I could crawl right out of my own skin. I either have restless legs or I am just blah. I can't get comfortable and I feel not myself. It's hard to explain. I should be updating my resume, cleaning my room, or researching jobs or vacations. Instead I am watching Gossip Girl.
The Hunger Series... I actually heard much about the book series except that it's amazing. So I got the first one for Christmas. I will have to give it a try. I hardly meet a book I didn't like... Movies on the other hand... I am picky about. Today I watched "She's Out Of My League" It's cute and funny. I give it a 3 I suppose. It had a lot of truth to it though. Don't people always think about if they look "right" with the other person or that one person is better? Whether it be career, looks, social stance, whatever. I'm known for it. My friends were giving me a hard time about a guy I was starting to date so I started blowing him off. Maybe it's a complex. Maybe there were some truths. Maybe I am not over my ex. Maybe he was too nice and it was too easy so I freaked. OK so the last two are totally true. I don't know what to do with a good guy. I am too independent for someone to be blowing my phone up and needing to see me all the time. I am used to assholes or at least long distance where I didn't have to see the person everyday. As for my ex... well he has no clue what he wants. So he says. I think they he is just scared as all guys are when they find someone who they can see themselves with... Anyways I'm not giving up until I get him back or finally get over him.. whichever comes first. Step one.. getting him to agree to see me. Now if he knew me he would know that him saying no is not going to stop me from appearing. I mean come on...
I spend way too much time shopping. Just bought subscriptions to Marie Clare and Self for 4 bucks each. And the last time I went shopping I came home with
- Sarah's Key dvd
- Coach shoes
- Vera Bradley purse
- 2 Ralph Lauren sweaters
- Black shirts to work in
- Hot pink work out top
- One of those Nu Bras - you know the ones. They don't have a back and just stick to your boobies
Not to mention my trip to Victoria's Secret and American Eagle... this must stop or I must find a guy that lets me go shopping whenever I want.
Oh! I should be picking out the tv my parents are buying me. Do you know how hard it is to pick the right size, brand, and quality? I wish I could just tell someone what I am thinking and they figure out which one I should get. And then it magically appears!
I have about 39473 appointments to make but that isn't very easy when you sleep through hours of operations.
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